UN

 Hey blog! hari ini gue edit blog gue seharian.. hehe. I finally managed to have 3 columns in my blog!! (y) i know it's not really important, but i've always wanted it since i think 2 columns is just not enough. The gadgets on the sidebar's just seems so full, so i wanted to divided it into 3 parts.. so it would seem equal. It took about 4 hours to do all things (thanks to the gaptek me, lol) but i made it anyway, and actually it looks kinda

 nice. Simple.. but nice. (ok it's totally random) :p

 So.. hari ini ada pengajian gitu di rumah gue. It was kinda boring actually, cause my house was crowded and there was only ONE teenager. It was Saripah. I met her when i went to my 1st Hanami* with kak bilal and friends. But she was quiet and she stayed with her brother so i helped my nanny at the kitchen and went upstairs, mailing my teacher. Well, the point is the pengajian was not really fun.

 Terus after pengajian, i talked to my dad about UN. My mom wants me to take the test, so i need to go back to Indonesia in february. I'll stay there

 for a month. And my mom said that i have to go alone. It's a though decision.. I've never had a flight alone. Maybe i could ask for an escort cause i'm still underage.

 Actually, the flight isn't the problem. UN is the big deal. Gue ketinggalan pelajaran dari kelas 7 and since i live here, I'm more focus to what's in front of me. My Japanese school. I'm trying to increase my grades, my Japanese is not really good so it's still hard for me to have a good grades. When i was in Indonesia, i have to admit i was one of the smart kid.. And since i moved here.. it was like the world went upside down. My score was really bad, and i took it really hard. But this 2nd year i live here, i managed to in

crease my grades.. Not really good but my grades are better, and i am proud of my achievement :)

 Back to UN.. can i actually pass the test? Gue ketinggalan pelajaran selama 3 tahun and my mom expect me to learn in a month and take it like the other kids. Will i make it? that's the real problem. I'm not really positive about this.. the possibility for me to pass is.. 20%. I know i have to think positive.. I've been thinking about thi

s since last year actually, and i take it seriously just now. It's very late and it's sort of my fault too. The point is, I'm trying to fix the situation.. with: studying more often.. maybe. Take intensive courses with my smart friends. Guess it'll help (if I'm not lazy) you see, i have so many good plans and yes, I'm too lazy for it. I hate that part, hehe.

 I hope what i'll do for now will be worth it. And my dad said.. it's not really about passing. My dad doesn't expect me to pass or having a good score.. he want me to have an opportunity like this. Take the test.. the result is another story. And about high school.. Since it depends on my dad's job, there are quite  possibilities that i could go to another country. Even thou i know Indonesia's the best for me.. for now.

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What will i do with my life??

"Today was kinda chilly, it's getting cold by the minute.

And i think this year's autumn already feels like winter.."

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 Um, talking about life is scary.. so, i'll stop writing. Hope i could answer my own question (y) Oh! I almost forgot! Trial week starts tomorrow! I'm going to work at Daiei for a week! It'll be.. fun! i guess. Hope i could do the job well. So, wish me luck! tell you what happen tomorrow :)

Dictionary

Hanami（花見）: Flower sightseeing every spring in Japan. People use to go the park or somewhere to see the cherry blossom's blooming.